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I am a simple gal. With a beautiful dream, not knowing if all will come true. Many desires deep within my heart(hopefully I can blog about) not knowing where to go. But because I am a very outspoken & bold I think I managed to climb up certain stairs in my life, which brought light into my life... And now I am progressing =) Well I wouldn't really say simple as have been pampered since young. So ya... I only update my blog once in a blue moon, like a thriller story you know? Excited to know what is in the climax.. LOL... Anyway, hope you enjoy reading my blog! MUAAAAHHH!!!

21.6.10


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And since ytd there was brazil match, my honey love n I wore our brazil tshirt!!! Yippy!!!

RAAVANAN!!!




I think this is like an awesome movie... WOOOHOOOO!!! juz love it... 1 of the best tamil movies i have watched i guess... and 1 of the good tamil movies with proper 3D effects and didnt have much fakes & the hero died!!! WOOOAAHHH!!! i agree rai looked good in this movie.. AWESOME is what i would say...

MARE LESS 1ST DAY WAS ALREADY A NIGHT MARE!!!

1st night mare was still around.. with our usual grp... everything was fine till mare left for her road trip... DAMN!!! 2nd night shift. mare wasn't ard rdy. she has left for thailand. our team was d same ppl but only RIC was mee sien.. hahahahah!!! she was okay but she wasn't as protective as mare. mare always stood up for her ppl n even best no issues in the team one. haizzz. we r desperately waiting for ur return babe!!! come bk quick!!!!

firstly, at our first gate, all of us were still feeling okay n trying to cope with d fact that mare wasn't ard, but still had the rest of us together. so we went in, i was doing front loader and all everything was going smooth and than the roving team came in. yeap, ramanan n colin & everything was going smoothly till we were down by 3. so while waiting for the pax, mee sien went to the toilet n yeap was running the machine the other side. suddenly i heard music frm my phone n i panicked coz i realised i didnt off my phone. so i turned behind, yan was doing mbs n i told her that i didnt off my music n my batt is left with only 20%... u noe what the fucker colin said, he said i was very noisy in the gate n he took down my name n ID. FUCK!!! i cnt fucking understd what was his fucking prob. and i gave him la coz i noe i didnt do anything wrong, and even worst he wasn't my RIC. so what if he was a 4 bar deployment officer for bravo??? FUCK... that day was my shift. Charlie team's shift, which means whether u got 10 bar or not also u don't come n talk so much to other team ppl... n show off.. FUCKKKK!!!! i was fucking pissed off n wen mee sien came bk she say nvm juz leave it... neva fucking stand up for me... in my heart i was like if only mare was here!!! she would have shut that guy up!!! my other team mates too didn't understd what was the guy's bloody prob... well actually nobody did!!! DAMN!!!

and than we did equipment chk, this we did it well la, we like shared the load to finish fast so that we can slp earlier n have longer break.. last 3 gates left and it got screwed coz 1 of the flight's got delayed and THEVAN was there. DAMN!!! all gates were to be chked properly by mee sien and damn!!! the time got delayed!!!

aft that once i break finished and we did flight and all... our last flight senthil was told to go n help a roving team & guess what there was a huge misunderstding btw them!!! DANG!!!

well thank God its off days the nxt 2 days which means d more to miss mare is lesser!!! yeay!!! today is alrdy the 2nd off day which means back to wrk tmr on 1st morning 22 june!!! 7 more days till her return... & pay day... DOUBLE THE JOY N HAPPINESS!!! i know my pay is gonna be fucking lil this mth!!! i cnt be suffering like that everytime la... wah lao.. i need to wrk properly nxt mth wthout mc n all sia... no money is so annoying!!! DAMN!!!

19.6.10

No mare for d nxt 1 week plus ;(( damn!!! Usually it's me who isn't there now is mare!!! O gosh!!! I hope today we don't have d abandoned feeling sia... Hahahaha!!! Missing u love!!! We've planned to go for see sha once she is back... So yea... Can't wait!!! Excited!!!

15.6.10

Weight loss

Yeauyyy !!! I got myself a weighing scale today n guess wad now i'm 55kg!!! 5 more to loose!!! 3 mths I've lost 5 kg unknowingly which means knowingly I can loose more!!! Yeay!!! First step to a successful weight loss!!! My bet with Jason will not be lost!!! I will have a flat Stomach on bro's wedding 10/10/2010!!! Even if I have to go to d slimming centre!!!

partners in crime meeting for a new crime plan???

well today i didn't really do much... woke up cleaned my cupboard... only clothes still got shoes n bag... but still cleaning up my clothes make my cupboard look so neat... hahahahaha...
went to town with laven... shopped n hang out for awhile..


than went to meet jason n watch karate kid.. karate kid was awesome... i wouldnt mind watching it again for another 10 times... like seriously la.. i loved it.. lucky i bought tickets for karate kid compared rather than others... YeaY... d smith's family is juz awesome i think father like son =D that's what it's gonna be =D

10.6.10

HOW I WISH THIS WAS DAMN TRUE... BUT I THINK ITS ONLY TRUE WITH GOD'S LOVE AND NOT MAN...

Hey Yeah, yeah,

See I’ve been to a place, called hell on earth,
When your body’s the same, but your heart really burns,
That kind of pain, is more like a curse,
Yeah, yeah,
I was down on the ground, and the tears wouldn’t come,
I can not make a sound, and my voice wouldn’t budge,
And nobody around, they assumed I was down,
Yeah, yeah,
And I got ready to close my eyes, kiss my chance at love goodbye,
Here comes hope like a ray of light, it was your baby saying,

No, you ain’t gotta climb this mountain alone,
Just take my hand, and I’ll fight for you when you can’t be strong,
The worst part is over
The worst part is over
I’m here to hold ya
The worst part is over

See the measure of love, ain’t when your up,
It’s about who sticks around, when you can’t see the sun,
And you’ve proven to me, someone I can trust,
Fantasia The Worst Part Is Over lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com.com/fantasia-the-worst-part-is-over-lyrics.html
Yeah, yeah
I swear I got ready to close my eyes, kiss my chance at love goodbye,
Here comes hope like a ray of light, it was your baby saying,

No, you ain’t gotta climb this mountain alone,
Just take my hand, and I’ll fight for you when you can’t be strong,
The worst part is over
The worst part is over
I’m here to hold ya
The worst part is over

You’re the extra bit of faith when I’m giving up,
That little boost of strength when I’m against the wall,
In every way you’ve shown, you’re the definition of love,
(Taught ya everything, oh) (Touch you everyday, oh)

No, you ain’t gotta climb this mountain alone,
Just take my hand, and I’ll fight for you when you can’t be strong,
The worst part is over
The worst part is over
I’m here to hold ya
The worst part is over

See I’ve been to a place called hell on earth, that part is over
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane


Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love

The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie